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It feels like I seriously mean nothing to you,

Like I only exist when you want something from me,

Like you don’t really love me but just say you do,

But I really do love you,

And you’re the only person I want to be with,

No matter who else wants to be with me,

You’re my first choice every time,

I never thought I’d feel this way about anyone,

And I definitely never thought I’d feel this way about you,

But I really do,

And I spend every minute of every day having to wonder if you feel the same,

Never sure if you really care about me,

Or if you’re just pretending because you know how I feel about you,

I’m not sure how much clearer I could be,

The way I feel is written all over my face,

But I keep thinking that maybe you just want what you can’t have,

When I think I’ve finally gotten over you,

You’ll turn up and want me to be yours again,

But when I just want to be with you,

You’re suddenly not interested in me at all,

It doesn’t makes sense,

I wish you’d stop changing your mind,

I wish we could just be together,

I wish we could be happy,

But we never seem to be,

When we’re together we’re not happy,

When we’re apart we’re not happy,

It’s sending me crazy,

If you don’t want to be with me,

Then don’t be,

Stop pretending,

Stop lying,

Stop trying to convince me you care,

But if you really want to be with me,

Show it by being there,

Talk to me when I need someone to talk to,

Hug me when I need someone to hug me,

Kiss me when I need to be convinced that I’m beautiful,

Just tell me how you feel,

Cause I’d love to know,

I’d love to be able to say I was sure how you felt.