So 5 years of silence from me where this whole blogging thing is concerned... Guess I haven't really had much to say or any real inspiration for something to write, that' not to say I haven't missed it a hell of a lot but I kept finding myself staring at the blank screen and having nothing to say... For me, it has been like my own personal version of hell but today I ran into someone who used to solely know me for my writing and they asked me what was up and why there hadn't been anything from me in so long and what was new... So lets start with what is new...
I like to think I have grown up a lot since I last took to the keyboard. I am now 22 (23 in January 2018), I am now a mother to a gorgeous little boy who will be 3 in February 2018 and I have somehow found myself in a somewhat stable relationship with a guy I met through my new job which I started in May this year. It's still quite a new thing (only around 3 months in atm) but it seems better than my past relationships, although I suppose only time will really tell me that.
What else is there to really say? I guess I should point out that my love for writing poetry that isn't really poetry is still going strong so be prepared for more of that to come. However, hopefully it will have improved a bit but if not at least the themes of it shouldn't be quite as depressing... My musical taste has kind of swayed away from the heavy metal/screamo genre and more towards country... Which is kind of interesting and strange for a girl like me (born and bread in the UK and only 22) but each to their own as I keep finding myself saying these days... I guess I'm trying to not let things bother me quite as much... I'm trying to just do what I can and not worry about other peoples opinions quite as often... I just want to be me and do the best by my little boy who I love to pieces ❤ He is my world and means everything to me ?
