dear sweet death

  Nightmares and coldness,
  Shadowy faces,
  I'm lost in darkness,
  With no one to talk to,
  Nothing I recognize,
  That's what it's like to almost die,
  You leave behind your family,
  You forget about your friends,
  And no matter how hard you try, 
  The pain never ends,
  Your sadder than you were before,
  And the depressions much greater,
  You don't understand why you even tried,
  To commit suicide,
  I'm in a whirlpool,
  And going downhill,
  Then suddenly I'm snapped awake,
  I can see again,
  Life looks different now,
  Now I've seen what else there is,
  Death isn't so inviting now I know what lurks there,
  So I'll hold on to life and never let it go,
  I'll stick with my family,
  Because they are great,
  And I'll stay with my friends,
  Who even when they're not exactly here,
  Are still a comfort for my soul,
  See you later if I have to,
  But I won't be rushing up to you ever again,
  Until my time comes you'll just be a memory,
  My dear sweet,
  Death.