days

Day becomes night,
Everything I thought I felt,
Turns out to be a lie,
I thought I loved it here,
I thought I loved him,
But now I miss you,
Walking down the dark street,
Just thinking of you,
Wishing you were here with me,
In stead of there with her,
It breaks my heart thinking of you two together,
Knowing you're not thinking of me,
I don't know why I ever thought it was a good idea to leave,
Because now I miss you,
I miss my home,
Night becomes day,
I fake a smile,
Pretend I'm okay,
And nobody sees through it,
You would have,
If I was there with you,
You would know if there was something wrong,
The day drags on,
Same old shit,
Same faces,
Same hurt deep down in my chest,
Fake smile plastered on my face,
I'm wishing with all my heart that I was there with you,
I'm missing you more than I ever thought I would,
I'm hurting because of you,
I'm feeling weak,
But I can't come back,
I can't show you my weakness,
I'll just keep on pretending every thing's okay,
And as day after day passes,
Maybe I'll start believing my own lies,
Maybe I'll start believing that I'm okay.