Silent tears

  Silent tears,
  Fall from my crying eyes,
  I stand in the rain,
  All alone again,
  Why does it always end this way,
  Why is it always me, 
  Who ends up crying my heart out,
  I look up at the star-lit sky,
  And wonder if you're looking up at it too,
  But in my heart I know you're not,
  Stars aren't really your thing,
  You're probably playing football, 
  Or rugby with your mates,
  You're probably flirting with all the girls,
  And stealing away their hearts,
  Just like you stole mine,
  You were my dream boy,
  But you turned into a nightmare,
  With all the things you made me do,
  And all the lies you made me tell,
  To keep you safe from the cops,
  Then you left me here,
  Outside alone,
  On a cold, star-lit night,
  While it rains heavily down on me,
  Broken and afraid,
  Sick and traumatized,
  How could you walk away,
  I thought you loved me,
  Was that another lie?