Just me

Reality isn't real,
Life isn't worth living,
None of it makes sense,
I just don't want to be here,
All of it's wrong,
So wrong,
I laugh,
I cry,
I smile,
I rant,
But none of it's ever real,
I don't really feel,
I just fake it,
Live life as if I'm happy,
But I'm not,
I'm not happy at all,
It's just a pretense,
This is who I am,
I'm heartless,
You're worst nightmare,
Just a nobody,
You look straight through me,
Death and destruction are my middle names,
But I'm only destroying myself,
Trying to kill myself slowly,
I just need it to end,
Causing myself pain,
Making myself regret ever being born,
This is who I am,
I'm insane,
Causing myself pain,
Because I don't want to be here,
I don't want to be me,
Stuck in this place,
Stuck in this world,
Where they worship girls who look like Jordan,
Or just a bigger version of a barbie doll,
Can't you see they're just plastic,
Pathetic copy cats,
At least I'm real,
I don't give a shit what you think,
I'm just me.