Why can't I die?
  Why won't he just let me die?
  I want to die,
  But he just won't allow it,
  I try to cut,
  He takes the knife,
  I try to starve,
  He makes food,
  I try to purge,
  He takes me away,
  I try and I try to die,
  But I never even get close,
  Because of him,
  I'm suicidal,
  I just want to get out,
  I just want to leave this crappy life behind,
  But he just won't let me,
  He simply won't allow it,
  Why won't he just let me die?