if the world

  If the world is real,
  Why does time seem to stop sometimes?
  If the world really does spin,
  Why can't you feel it?
  If the world is such a brilliant place,
  Why is it full of so much sadness?
  If the world is the place I'm meant to be,
  Then why do I want to leave?
  I want to get out of this place,
  I want to die,
  I want to bleed,
  And feel the pain,
  I want so many things,
  But they're always a little too far away,
  For me to reach them,
  I want someone to really love me,
  For who I am,
  But I'll never get that.
  If the world is so great,
  Why do I feel so bad?