Memories

  My memories,
  Are starting to come back to me,
  I've tried to keep them away,
  Tried to keep them hidden,
  But now they're coming back,
  My memories of him,
  Memories of my dad,
  I can remember him,
  And I can remember my brother,
  And I can remember,
  The fucked up way we used to live,
  And how it all ended,
  No one else must know though,
  Because it's all meant to be a secret,
  Shh Don't Tell,
  Don't tell no one,
  Don't tell them about daddy and his bools,
  Don't tell them about Ryan and the bad thing,
  Don't tell them about the only safe place,
  Shh Don't Tell,
  Don't say anything,
  They'll lock you away,
  They'll take away the safe place,
  Then where will you go?
  I don't want these memories,
  But they are coming back,
  And there's no one here to hold me,
  And make it all go away,
  So they'll keep coming back,
  Until all I can see is blood.