Emo?

  Surrounded by darkness,
  Confused by lies,
  I'm at war with myself,
  And there's nowhere to hide,
  I hate looking in the mirror,
  And seeing what I've become,
  I look so normal,
  So plain,
  Can I turn back time,
  Just so I can feel that pain again,
  Suicidal thoughts are setting back in,
  It makes me smile to know that they're still here,
  Inside my mind,
  I'm still who I used to be,
  Does it make me emo?
  I've still got the scars,
  Now I want to re-open them,
  Am I emo?
  I love the pain I get,
  I take it in and keep moving,
  I'm at war with myself,
  And there's nowhere to hide,
  I'm surrounded by darkness,
  And I'm loving it,
  I'm confused by thier lies,
  But who gives a shit?