Do I love you?

  Lying next to you,
  My head on your chest,
  Breathing in and out,
  Not quite believing I can,
  You kiss my forehead,
  And hold me tighter,
  Then you sigh,
  Straight away,
  I know what you're going to ask,
  We both saw this coming,
  But we've been putting it off,
  Now we can't anymore,
  You say it quietly,
  Hoping I won't hear,
  But of course I do,
  I know what you asked,
  You asked if I loved you,
  And now it's my turn to sigh,
  I've been asking myself that same question,
  For days,
  Do I love you?
  At first I was sure I didn't,
  I was sure I hated you,
  I was sure I wanted you to drop dead,
  But then we kissed,
  That kiss made me excited and warm,
  A little tingle went all up my spine,
  I never thought I'd feel that way again,
  And I definitely never thought I'd feel it for you,
  That kiss made me feel so confused,
  It made me feel scared and unsure,
  If only you had stayed away,
  But you didn't,
  You had to kiss me again,
  Confused feelings,
  Confused heart,
  And now here I am with you once more,
  And I feel like I do love you,
  But how can I be sure?
  Maybe just one more kiss,
  And all the confusion will disappear,
  I whisper in your ear,
  And you get that little bemused look on your face,
  The one I know I could indeed love,
  You kiss me softly,
  Slowly,
  Perfectly,
  This could be love.