Tony

  In a crowded room,
  Bright lights shining down on me,
  I look across a sea of faces,
  Then my eyes stop traveling,
  You've just come in through the door,
  Now you're stood there unsure,
  You can't come forward,
  Because everyone in the room hates you,
  Except one person,
  Me,
  I know I should hate you,
  But I can't,
  Because looking at you now,
  I can only see the person I fell for,
  Not the person I thought I'd see,
  There's no trace of a murderer or liar,
  You're just Tony,
  My Tony,
  The one that protected me,
  Held me,
  Kissed me,
  Loved me,
  That's all I see,
  But then you turn away,
  Go back through the door,
  Out into the cold night wind,
  And I know I shouldn't,
  But I do,
  I follow you,
  I have to,
  I need to talk to you,
  I step softly,
  I breath softly,
  But still you know I'm there,
  You stop,
  But you don't look at me,
  You tell me to go,
  I say I won't,
  You tense,
  I can't tell what's going on in your mind,
  I wish I could,
  I also wish I could hold you,
  But I can't,
  You start walking away again,
  But I can't let you do that,
  I reach out,
  Grabbing your arm,
  Stopping you from leaving me,
  You turn so you're looking right at me,
  Right into me it feels,
  And there are tears in your eyes,
  You say it so carefully,
  So slowly,
  So quietly,
  As if you don't want me to hear,
  But I do,
  I do hear,
  You say:
  "Do you know how much this hurts?
   I can't be this near you.
   It hurts.
   I still love you but I can never have you."
  Then you walk away,
  Didn't even give me a chance,
  To say I still love you too.