fake

 Why is no one real with me anymore?
 They're always pretending,
 Being fake,
 They pretend to care,
 But they don't,
 I have no one now,
 I'm on my own in the darkness,
 All alone,
 No one to hold my hand,
 Say it's OK,
 Because they're all so fake,
 So unreal,
 Not really quite there,
 I'm giving up,
 Falling further into the dark abyss,
 Being swallowed up by it,
 Falling further and further away from reality,
 If only you were there to hold me to the real world,
 But you've disappeared,
 And nobody can fill the gap you left,
 Guy after guy tries,
 But no one can fill the space you left in my life,
 The space you left in my heart,
 There's just an empty space where you should be,
 Thinking of you makes me cry,
 Talking about you makes the pain more real,
 I used to be so strong,
 Now because of you I'm weak
 I never thought someone could do this to me,
 But you managed it,
 I just don't know why.
 Why did you leave?
 Where did you go?